I guess, I don't know....Apparently, I don't know anything and I wonder if anyone does. Tired of being scared. I guess I'm tired of myself. I don't know who I am, and I wonder - can I figure it out by myself, or do I need other people to be the indicators? On the one hand - do I have the right to engage other people in my life while it's a mess, but on the other hand - can I get all the pieces together all by myself? I mean, other people will be interacting with me after I'm done figuring myself out. And basically I'm doing it in order not to hurt other people when(if) they get involved in my life. So do I ask for advice or is it something I am to do alone? I wonder if this sounds like a bunch of crazy stuff... my mind's going crazy sometimes, or maybe the world is - can't say for sure. I should probably start crying out for help, so if you can help me to figure myself out- please, don't hesitate to let me know!!