Sometimes I want to give up. To give up on everything and nearly everyone. It all just seems purposeless. But I know that I never will. The moment I try to let go off everything I realize that this is the most purposeless and simply dumb thing to do. Life is ALWAYS worth trying, life is worth living. And no matter what you do - it's still there, you're still going through your life and its up to you whether you are going to be satisfied with it or disappointed. Yeas, it's not easy, and sometimes really confusing, but if there were no challenge how would we tell happiness from sadness? And as far as I know - it's pointless, absolutely pointless to try to predict life. You can decide WHAT you want to happen in your life, and the odds are it will happen, but can't decide HOW. To do that is the shortest way to disappointment. And surprises make the road fun, so it's better to learn to take the unexpected things with amazement and gratitude instead of panicking that things have slipped out of our control, because surprises are a part of life, and there is nothing more to it. And instead of thinking how things could've been you should try and enjoy things the way they are. Because THAT'S THE WAY THEY ARE. If you made a mistake - learn your lesson and keep moving, the best and the only thong you can do about it - don't do it again. Look around you, this is the only real life you have, and your choices are determined by the limited lines called "reality". And, hey, it can be fun as well. Accept the rules and don't let the fear spoil the game.

To let go

There are moments when the time comes to let go of something. Or somebody. And we should learn to do that easily. But, for whatever reason, we don't. It's like you feel connected to the person, as if you were attached to him or her by invisible strings. And sometimes it hurts when the other person makes a move away from you. Of when you try to tear those strings. When all you have to do is to open your palms and let those strings go. And that does not happen when you stop talking to that person, or seeing him, or even thinking of him. You may push the very thought of him to the furthest corner of your mind, but as long as the strings connect you two - the slightest move and you'll feel the vibration, either it's butterflies in the stomach or pain somewhere in the chest. If you feel it - you're still holding on to it. And I don't know when exactly comes the moment you finally let go, maybe it's when the purpose of that person in your life is complete, as is yours in his. If that has not happened - you simply don't let go, for what ever reason you just don't.

We are fans of the complications. We see question marks where there is a clear full stop, we put suspension points at the end of the story whenever we don't want to face the fact that there can't be any continuation to it. We try to get things our way, forgetting that oftentimes we simply do not know what we are looking for. We end up hurting people in our endless search for happiness, and we get hurt ourselves. Whereas it should be pretty simple - every person has the right to be appreciated and a chance to be noticed. Don't give up on anybody before you really know what kind of person he or she is. Don't make quick judgements and don't jump into conclusions. every time you wanna do that - think that your snap judgement may hurt someone deeply.

И почему люди все так усложняют... Придумывают себе какие- то заморочки, ограничения, оправдания, проблемы, не верят, проверяют, сомневаются... Ведь иногда все бывает гораздо проще - жизнь, как она есть. Если трава- то зеленая, если шоколад - то поднимает настроение, и если вам хорошо вдвоем - то почему вы не вместе?? Да, возможно не навсегда и возможно не идеально, но иногда оно стоит того, чтобы попробовать. Мы не знаем, что там будет дальше, и пока не проживем, не сможем узнать. И именно поэтому глупо тратить свою жизнь на сомнения...